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Here is a quick look at a tiny part of what used to be ‘black death’, now ‘ prism and graded monotony’.
She fumbled her costume on, having just awoken from a rich sleep fed well by a long, lazy weekend. But it was Monday now and it was back to work, for this and Thursday morning at least. She firmly applied her make-up, taking especial care that her lipstick sat full on her lips. For she was a pleasure girl – one of three girls working a floating roster, each doing for two or three mornings a week in service of the Fomulhaut. Hand-picked by Him, hand-reared by their predecessors, providing Him with His nine am daily relief. That this relief took the form of a blow job did not bother the girl – she lived the high-life as compensation. In fact, she told herself it was an honour; to have been chosen by Him so great a man for the purpose of His daily relief. Without this daily relief, there was no telling with what madness He would turn on the Lands; she was working a greater good, she told herself. All she had to do was two nine ams a week, three at most, work herself then into her tight, garish bathing costume, join Him in his counsel room, and while He took counsel from the depth of His seat, kneel down in front of Him, disrobe Him and place her mouth around His penis, performing for Him harder and faster until she felt His spasms begin and His dull whimpering and her mouth fill with His semen. Mind you, it could get quiet and lonely in her third-floor apartment sometimes though.
The tight lycra bathing costume pulled around her body. She was a size eight with nice pert breasts, slender curves, long, flowing legs, long, flowing dark hair and a radiant beauty that informed of aesthetic sensuality. She looked at herself in the mirror. She was not unhappy.
She sat a moment longer, adjusting her breasts in the costume. The costume was not particularly comfortable, but she’d only have to put up with it for a further half-an-hour or so. She would be soon back in her apartment rinsing, showering and changing for the freedom of all the days before her next appointment with the Fomulhaut. She usually spent this off-time with her friends, or went shopping with the other pleasure girls to the big department stores on Io. The Fomulhaut liked to have His girls seen in the exclusive districts of Io, where many of His rivals also went to play.
At eight forty-five am there came the familiar rap of the Courtesan’s knuckles on her door.
He awaits you, My Lady.
She took a final look at her preparations in the mirror, then stood, pushing back her chair as she did. She grabbed her purse from the dresser, slipped into her heels and turned for the door. Outside the door in the narrow corridor, the Courtesan was waiting.
Ready, My lady?
Yes.
Let us go then.
Though she obviously knew the way to the Fomulhaut’s chambers, protocol dictated that she submit to the escort of the Courtesan. The Courtesan was a pleasant, if quiet, man. Many years the girl’s senior, he nonetheless treated her with a respect she somehow felt she could not have deserved. He had never once ogled her in her costume, or otherwise made any kind of comment about the nature of her work. She sensed he believed them to be equals; equal in their service to their Leader.
How are you today, My Lady?
I’m fine, thanks, William. How about you?
Oh, I can’t complain. Robert’s got his ball final tonight, so I’m looking forward to getting off to that.
Yes, I almost forgot! What time is it?
The match?
Yes.
Seven pm, My Lady.
I shall be there, as promised!
There is no need, My Lady.
Rubbish, William. You know I don’t miss Robert’s big games.
Of course not, My Lady. I shall be glad to see you there. And Robert will too.
You know I’m fond of him.
Yes…though I’m afraid he is a little more than simply fond of you.
I know. But my work…I can’t.
That’s all right, My Lady. He understands. He is such a silly, romantic boy though, I’m afraid. He’ll wait for you nonetheless.
I can’t have that! There must be plenty of nice girls around him. He mustn’t keep himself single on my account.
He’s a stubborn boy who’ll honour his heart’s desire come hell or high water. You’ll not convince him otherwise, My Lady.
Then so it will have to be! I remember the first time I met him. You introduced us at that party back three years. I’ve forgotten whose party it was now. Well, doesn’t really matter, I suppose. He was still studying back then, wasn’t he?
Yes, My Lady. And almost finished he was. In his final year. It still all seems like just yesterday. And now a Franchiser. Who’d have thought that!
You must be very proud.
Yes, he’s a good boy. I just wish Barbara was alive to see him now! She would have been so proud.
I’m sorry. How long has it been now?
Since the Mist? Five years, My Lady. I miss her dearly, of course. I’m at that age now though were such things happen. Part of me even wonders sometimes why it hasn’t come for me yet. It can’t be far away.
Don’t say that!
My Lady, the thought does not frighten or sadden me. I’ve had my years.
And you should have more yet!
Perhaps. Here we are.
They had arrived at the sleek monochrome door of the Fomulhaut’s counsel room. The polished white of the corridor gleamed in its sterility; no staph would ever rot these surfaces. Just on the other side of the door the Fomulhaut would already be seated, waiting. He would have completed His daily laps in the pool and breakfasted, and now He would be hungry for His orgasm. He was a small man, and the girl always had this sense that He sat on His seat as though He hadn’t grown into it yet. But at the same time there was no doubt that He belonged there, that it was His seat. He had won this esteem for himself over the course of many years of hard-nosed ambition. He had started out with nothing, of course, a minor freight runner for bit-part players on the smuggling scene. Before that even He had been a deckhand on a four-man operation between Diemos and New Mars. But He’d had just enough smarts to match His out-sized ambition, and He had had the ruthlessness and daring to make the most of His opportunities. The fact that He could kill also helped: He quickly became one of the most feared and honoured smugglers in the Vacuum. He made His time smuggling others’ cargo, but it wasn’t long before He had built enough good connections to start working His own goods. He began pirating His rivals’ operations, pushing them out, then stuffing the void left by their absence with His own services, until He had a monopoly on illicit trade. And then He had moved into Aquabright, and then He had really made the big time. Rumours were now that He’d even gotten involved with the military in some kind of biological research project: His ships were making runs to the large military facility on Ganymede. But for all the money, reputation, power and sex He had forced for Himself, He still wanted more. In fact, it seemed the more renown He won, the harder His hunger ate at Him. None could see any realistic end to this, except at His death[1].
The Fomulhaut sat now on His seat, twitching in anticipation as His pleasure entered the room. The old Courtesan withdrew from his charge and went to wait further instructions in a far corner of the room. An advisor was seated at the large laminex table that served the Fomulhaut’s seat. The advisor was speaking counsel on several issues at once, and though the Fomulhaut feigned His attention well, His eye betrayed Him as He tracked the approach of the costumed girl.
We would do well to treat with the Sentans, My Lord. They are growing in power and may be of use to us in the future.
You fear them? I don’t. They are nothing yet.
My Lord, the Belt is not what it used to be. With all due respect, there is now more bravado amongst the smaller operators than ever before. This proliferation must be checked.
I know the currents, Maxon. Small becomes big, yes. But the Sentans…
Excuse me, My Lord, your pleasure.
Yes, please, if you don’t mind. The Sentans, Maxon, are already impressively close to that magic point whereby the greater part of their power guarantees them a certain invincibility. Once they reach that critical point, they need no longer fear us.
The girl first performed a small customary show for the Fomulhaut. She posed for Him in her costume, turning around to reveal all the curves the costume could display. She feigned the modesty of a young girl, covering herself up with her hands as she went, mock protesting her shyness. Then she slipped forward to Him, getting down onto her knees. With one practiced hand, she parted the curtain of His robe, revealing His silk underwear. She threw her right hand onto the bulge in His underwear that was His penis, grabbing at it aggressively n the manner that He preferred.
The Sentans have other powerful allies, My Lord.
And yet they stand alone, as we do. This business is at its end all about self-interest. Every man in every organisation in every alliance has only one true will, and that is of his own. Even you, Maxon.
I serve you, My Lord.
Of course you do.
The Fomulhaut’s penis was erect in the girl’s grip. She removed it from the underwear, dripping a little gel onto its head and shaft, pumping it then thrice to ready it for her mouth.
Maxon, the Sentans are fly-by-nights. They’ve had their fun and had a taste of the big time. But now its time to get rid of them.
My Lord, is that advisable?
His penis entered her mouth.
Destroy them, and the message to others is clear – there is only one force in this world, and it is already in our possession alone.
The mouth increased its suction on the penis, increasing also its depth of reception.
Make their deaths obvious to them.
Then if that is your decision, it will be done, My Lord.
It is, Maxon.
The mouth worked on the penis with ever longer, faster movements.
I want this done right, Maxon.
My Lord?
The Fomulhaut lifted His legs high then, stretching His thighs over the arms of His seat, opening His pubic area right up so that the mouth could get as far down onto His penis as possible.
Maxon, I want the Sentans called to a round-table…
The mouth was now touching the very base of the penis.
They will then be surprised when they are kept waiting, until they finally realise that we are not going to honour them with our presence. They will leave for the doors…
A faint stir began in the Fomulhaut’s prostate. The girl felt it intuitively.
Which they will then find locked! When panic sets in, release the gas…
The Fomulhaut’s core began to quiver.
And when they awake, they shall find themselves bound to operating tables…
He jumped up then in an excited rage, grabbing the girl by the back of the head so that His penis would not leave the mouth.
Vivisection!
He thrusted one last time, His semen blasting out to fill the mouth. He held this posture, held it until He was fully satiated. He returned to His seat, allowing His penis to slip limply from the mouth. The girl pulled off the last little leaks of semen as they appeared, wrapping the penis then in a silk handkerchief before placing it back inside the underwear.
The Fomulhaut gestured her off.
Maxon, we cannot allow the Sentans any further success. I will supervise this all myself. I want this done right, and it will be.
The doors came to behind her. Silence. It was warm in the corridor. She began walking, back down to her apartment, her work until Thursday morning complete. And now two full days to herself. She was not unhappy.
[1] In saying this, it is interesting to note that the Fomulhaut had outwardly made no sign of preparing for a succession of power on His death; He had no direct heir save a cousin, and few doubted this addict could never cross the threshold of his Uncle’s chambers and take up the empty seat. The truth of the matter was, perhaps, that as the Fomulhaut’s ego had grown, He had begun to care less and less for anything that would or could follow Him. To Him, life after his death would be irrelevant; void of meaning and completely inconsequential. Where other powerful men had been shallow enough to seek to continue their influence down through the ages through a line of heirs, the Fomulhaut did not possess this weakness of character. He was the world, and when He was gone, it too would cease to exist. In this way, He was the true practicing nihilist.
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This is getting much closer to what i want to do with my reports. influenced heavily by greene and arroyo.
Sample 6
Psychological Profile
You were born into life with a primary focus on harmony. Your journey through life will be described by balance, that is, through you, much that is out of alignment can be brought back into equilibrium. Your essential nature is geared towards the completion of unions through compromise and diplomacy. In this way, you are very much the diplomat, gentle of voice, soft of face and replete with a charm that can warm all but the coldest heart. Your energies are those of beauty, and beauty is the enemy of ugliness. Your drive is to make all that is unsightly and un-beautiful beautiful. There is a particular longing for the unity and harmony that the combination of two souls can bring. Indeed, for you intimate relationships define the ultimate beauty of love, for it is love that you cherish above all else. You are a true people person and the love that radiates out from you is palpable; all are charmed simply to her your honey voice. A word of caution should here be proffered: your primary requirement for balance and harmony may make you alternatively shocking or overly complicit. When in company that is altogether too quite and conservative, you will spark a move back towards the middle ground by creating a stir within the group. Similarly, in an intimate relationship that has become much too nice, you will seek to add a dimension of nastiness or drama to it. You will most likely achieve this by breaking something, shocking with a charge of electricity or providing some unique or eccentric oddment to the situation.
Deep within you there is a restlessness that speaks of highly charged individualism. This is seemingly odds with your strong feeling for love relationships which necessitate harmony, blending and diplomacy. As strong as your affinity for the path of interpersonal love is, it is equally matched by a heart-felt desire for independence, space and personal freedom. This will impact ultimately on your relationships until you are able to consciously work openly and comfortably with both elements. This leads to a further dichotomy – your essential character in this way is both luxuriant and glamorous, loving and aloof, personal and humanitarian, content and highly energised, charming and intellectual.
Luxuriant and Glamorous
You have a naturally artistic temperament, and this shines through in your taste for fashion, jewellery, music and art and fine wine and food. You like to live well and you enjoy sharing this hedonistic lifestyle with your loved ones. Generous to a fault, money and time tend to slip through your fingers as you pursue partnership in the good times. Beautiful, sleek and glamorous, you will not find it difficult to attract admires. You demonstrate your refined taste with an individualism that shines through clearly as flash – your personal style will possibly set trends amongst your friends as you truly are a trailblazer. You will have mysterious off-periods however, when all your charm and poise seem to totally desert you.
Loving and aloof
You have a highly charged love nature that operates as much as a matchmaker for others as it does in driving your own romantic approach to life. You live for love: Valentine’s Day is undoubtedly your day. But your love is not the simple fairytale kind of princes and princesses that you feel it truly should be, for there is another side to your love force that you do not like and even have trouble admitting exists. There is an erratic, eccentric side to your love that can at times come across as being too desirous of space, freedom and independence. Broken love may well be a common theme in your life, at least until you learn to accept that part of you that needs to love beyond a mere partner; you have an instinctual love for humanity that wars with your urge to unite with just the one person. This can make you cold and aloof at times, and will cause much confusion within your heart as to what you actually want in this life. It will certainly confuse your partners. You are likely to be attracted to people who are different in some way. Or you may choose a partner you have been warned against – rebellion is a strong part of who you are. Whoever you choose, the path will be a rocky one, as your challenge will be to find a partner who will adore you and romance you, and yet allow you the freedom to be the individual you so desperately need to be. Unfortunately, at times your fear of love and of being loved leads you into relationships that will hurt you. Your love can be too controlled, for part of you feels you are not worthy of receiving love. And so your outgoing nature can take you on journeys into many different beds – some better, some worse – as you seek to find your ‘one’. Learn to ‘let go’ of your love, value it for its unique nature, and only pursue those who are genuinely worth the effort. Interestingly, you may have a love of technology and communicating via technologies such as the internet. You may find love in a unique place such as the internet.
Personal humanitarian
As intimated earlier, you contain much feeling for the people around you, and you are always eager to engage others one-on-one. Your natural charm and grace immediately relaxes those with who you come in contact. Always dressed fashionably, with that extra touch of personal style you are invariably popular. Men particularly will find you attractive and you may have many admirers. However, part of what makes you attractive is your strong sense of independence. You may not be aware of it, as you may have chosen to deny it, but there is nonetheless inside you a deep concern not only for those around you, but for all of humanity. In this way, you may at times feel confused by your urges to ignore those close to you in favour of the larger concerns of human kind. Although beautiful, charming and generous, you will thus find times when you shock those in your inner circle with disinterest or condemnation of their inability to understand the bigger picture. Because this larger picture of humanity is very important to you. In this way, you would make a great relationship counsellor, fashion adviser or designer, as your vast understanding of the human condition allows you to give accurate context for all that concerned with beauty; you intuit the fine details that comprise that human experience of love and beauty.
Content and highly energised
You have two modes of movement – slow and gracefully; and manic and erratic. Your first type of movement stems from your luxurious nature – you wish to saviour the beauty in the very air as you move through it. Your second type of movement derives from the high electric charge that can flow through you. This charge is for you like a/c – an alternating current that moves rapidly and often unpredictably from the ‘off’ to ‘on’ position and then back again. Your mind governs this erratic energy; for it is an intellectual energy. You might find you have great trouble at times slowing down your thought processes. Your mind will race with a ceaseless nervous energy that can leave you feeling at times as if you’re on the verge of total collapse. You rationalise much of what you experience and you are good at justifying almost whatever actions your high energy levels spur you towards. You will be a person of many original and unique ideas – you should try to put these to good use, as you have much creative ability. Furthermore, you have the rare talent of being able to make real your intuitions; whatever you see with your mind’s eye, you are certainly one person who can bring that vision into reality. You may also have a gift for language; writing might be a successful creative outlet for you, as will any art or craft that uses the hands. You will certainly need to find a way to deal with your abundance of tension and nervous energy – without a proper release (and there is a suggestion that a lot of this energy may be blocked, repressed or denied), your headaches and hypertension will get worse with the years, or you may suffer a mental breakdown or emotional collapse. Sport may be the perfect outlet for you, as there is a naturally competitive side to your nature, and physically you are quite strong.
Charming and intellectual
As previously noted, you are both charming and intellectual. By intellectual, it is not meant that you are book-smart, although this may very well be the case. What, rather, is referred to is the rational or logical way in which you approach things. There is, therefore, directness and honesty to the way in which you express yourself.
Behaviour, reactions, emotions
Emotionally you are quite expressive. You value honesty deeply, even if sometimes you have great trouble telling the truth. A lot of your behaviour will be open, spontaneous and adventure-seeking, and often your behaviour will lead you into confusing situations. You need freedom and space and you do not relate well to petty jealousies and possessiveness in any emotional relationship. Yet you yourself are exactly that – possessive. Much of this will stem from the love-hate relationship you had with your mother. Although she was warm and loving in her own way, her own sense of adventure may have left you feeling confused and angry. However, despite all this, you still idealised her, seeing her is some way as being a ‘victim’. In this way, you have identified with your mother and so much of what you feel, and how you behave, is likewise influenced by this notion that you are somehow a victim. Really though, it is your own selfishness and over-sized ego and lack of discrimination and personal boundaries that have led you to situations in which you feel victimized or used. This all makes you quite angry deep down, but until you learn to become fully self-reliant and find a deep and lasting self-value, you will not be able to learn to live with the confusion in your emotional life and the confusion your erratic and disparate behaviours elicit in others.
A dark shadow
Though at heart a bubbly, vivacious and charming person, you nevertheless possess an iron-strong will. Stubborn, obsessive/compulsive at times and capable of great cruelty and violence, there is a wealth of primal energy stored within you. The currents of your life will bring you to death from time to time. This does not mean physical death so much as the metaphorical death that comes with transformation and transcendence. You are a survivor: having experienced deep change many times, you are not afraid of letting everything go in order to start again from scratch. This can make you extreme, however, and you might need to temper your intensity in order not to scare those around you. This often hidden side to you is passionate, secretive and magnetic – it will drawn other people in. You have a high need for sex, though do be careful this does not become an obsession. Also be careful that sex is not used in order to possess others. You should also check your assertion.
Children
You see children as being essential to your life development. Your children will make you, you, However, please remember that all children have a right to be loved by two parents. If you cannot offer them this, perhaps delay having them until such a time as you can.
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Born with an abundance of the subtler, more mystical energies, the native often finds it hard to place himself within the concrete world as it exists around him. Appearing as a mystery to those who know him, he often feels similarly about not only himself, but all that around him. The native will be emboldened with a natural sense of the world and existence as being oceanic mysteries that cannot be explained by the material sciences. Indeed, any ideology that smacks of the worship of the mundane or predictable will be immediately denied and rejected. Here is the classic poet, romantic and betrothed to a deeper vision of life. Whatever confusion, sense of longing and loneliness may pervade the daily operations of the mind, there will nonetheless be a permanence to the beauty that the imagination will inspire. The primary motivations will be informed by strong sub-conscious energies – the very same energies that give rise to the imagination, sensitivity and feeling-nature. Many of the motivations and drives, arisen as they have in the meta-human context of the sub-conscious, will not be understood by the casual observer. Indeed, to most of his acquaintances (including perhaps the family), the native will come across as dreamy, lethargic and entirely unrealistic. This is because he is only living a certain percentage of his time in the tangible world – the rest of the time the individual’s energies and person are away on dreamy journeys through the fantastic realm of the sub-conscious, that place where the creative forces of the universe have taken up seat within the imagination.
Extremely sensitive on all counts, over-stimulus of the self can result in negative experiences, particularly when the stimuli themselves are negative in nature and borrowed un-filtered. For the self can become the environment, dissolving as a solute. In this way, the sadness of a mate will become the sadness of the individual too, and perhaps even magnified as there will be no rational process of cause and effect with which to filter these feelings. Similarly, experiences of the sub-conscious will colour the mood of the native; if a day-dream has consisted of a fantasy of psychotic violence, the native will be left feeling a touch emotionally and/or mentally ill.
One possibility is, however, despite the inherent compassion that marks much of the subject’s character, there can at times be a seemingly contradictory coldness to the concerns of others. Always desirous of especial and sympathetic treatment from others, the individual may choose to ignore or deny the problems of others when they in someway offend his romantic view of life. His internal world is perfect, and therefore there is the tendency to regard imperfection in the real-world with disdain or denial. In this way, he can even become quite critical in his relationships.
The mind and the intellect are in high focus in the life of the native. The mind will work in nebulous ways, and much confusion in the thoughts will be present. Yet, for all this diffusion in the mind, there will be much beauty and universality to the intellect: here is a poet for the ages, a man who through the visions alive in the sub-conscious is able to communicate much of the human condition in words, song and other forms of expression. The creative drive will be high and the arts will feel a natural forum for what must be expressed. The potent physical energies will explain themselves best through the imagination, thus heightening the creative powers ever more.
Although sensitive, retiring and soft, there is an underlying theme of fire, passion and adventurousness to the native. Restlessness and adaptability are key themes, and intuitive journeys through the twin realms of ideas and ideals will be enjoyed. There is a passion and a joy in life that comes across warmly in the myriad enthusiasms of the individual. The ego will be expressed positively, honestly and enthusiastically. There will be much joviality to the native, and a religious, philosophical and moral depth to his experiences. He will certainly be open to the higher ideas and ideals of his world. At times though, the native may fall into serious depressions as a result of feeling restricted or limited by his real-world conditions. Along with the wealth of optimism, there will also ride a vein of negativity that works to inhibit or repress the ego, filling the subject at times with much guilt and self-loathing, leading perhaps to crippling self-esteem issues. There is a strong fear for the health, as there is for the ability to journey and grow.
The ego needs to grow and expand in a philosophical sense; overseas travel, higher learning or experiences in publishing or the law may aid this. Sometimes, the native will find this need to grow at odds with a further need for a stability in the home. And certainly the home and family, along with the sentiments, the past and antiques of all sorts will be foremost on the list of the native’s core values. There is an instinctual need for familiarity, and much emotional comfort will be derived from stability and a feeling of being in control of the immediate physical environment. The native likes to know what is going to happen before it happens.
The individual will feel the glamour of the overtly masculine pursuits: action sports and their heroes, for example, will be idealised.
There will be a unique, somewhat erratic side to the native. There may be a perversion of sorts, which is not at all negative, so long as it is accepted and owned. A high level of nervous energy will course the veins, and stress and nervous illness may never be too far away. Original and of beautiful, inspired thoughts, the native possesses much creative talent; sitting still enough to complete a work however might be little challenge. The central problem is that there are simply too many ideas – so many, in fact, that the mind is constantly being bombarded by them, and the native does not know which to pursue.
Even as he sits at work, he is being tempted to abandon what he is doing to pursue a new, sexier idea.
In love, the individual will possess much passion and intensity, although this will be tempered with a desire for a certain level of freedom – there will be a need for the subject to occasionally step away from his partner and enjoy his independent mind indulgently. The partner may ‘cling on’ if she feels threatened by this.
The spirituality will be strong, though not necessarily well defined. The individual will not follow any traditional religion and religious conservatism will be anathema to him. His beliefs will be unique, original and perhaps even a little perverse. But they will also be inspired by earthly love and beauty in all of its physical forms. However, if the native’s spirituality is so unique that it sections him from his fellows and his experience of the world around him, he may fall into feelings of alienation and despair. He may feel that the world is not for him and he may even longer leave it.
His view of humanity will be serious and critical. The individual will not have a lot of time for the frivolous side of the human experience. He will find himself jealous of those who can indulge in the lighter side of life, and may even come to resent them. Seeing the human experience as a mode of expressing success, the native will have strong ambition for world achievement. He will want to be ‘somebody’
Health and work issues will be the areas sorely tested in this life time. Although a dedicated and serious worker, many obstacles will have to be overcome before work offers success. Health may be poor and depressive illnesses will feature, as will colds and flus. The subject is likely to be a hypochondriac.
The evolutionary requirement for this life time is transformation. By this it is meant that the individual must metaphorically die and be re-born, giving rise to a new way of being. This shall be achieved through the movement towards genuine self-love, self-reliance and self-value. Once the native is able to stand alone in the world financially and materially as a result of his own efforts, he will come to realise what it truly means to value the self. And then the necessary transformation can take place, and death, creation (in the elemental form of sex) and the abyss can then be faced and understood.
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Caring, nurturing feelings will dominate this individual. There will be a primary motivation to ‘mother’ in the life and the maternal instincts will be highly developed and in focus. The individual will be sensitive, imaginative, quite intuitive and moody. She will be prone to shift in outlook, attitude and mood much as the tides do. The native will react instinctively to her environment; a natural defensive structure will add much caution and reserve to the approach to life. When stressed or feeling threatened, the subject may withdraw to a self-imposed isolation in the home – for much of the self will be based in the home, and the home life will be of great importance. However, another part of the self will be quite at odds with this homeliness – the subject may oscillate between the introversion and passivity of the worrying carer, and the bold, brash, dramatic extroversion of the regal ego within. For the ego is strongly energised and shines brightly through in the personality. It is further aided in its self-expression by a dynamic and strong physical energy and will. The native will assert herself with refreshing ease and totally honesty, although her sometimes dramatic nature will cause her words to come out a little harsher and more abrasively than what was really intended. Much guilt may be felt about this, and there is a constant worry about whether others have been offended. There is furthermore a strong theme of sensitivity, compassion and imagination to the working of the ego.
Although there is the energy of a leader and a need to be ‘ in control’ and the organiser, any bossiness is covered by a layer of sensitivity, so that any who may bear the brunt of a few honest words will quickly understand that there is no real malice to them. Highly independent and comfortable in the home, the native will take charge of her domestic situation – she will ‘wear the pants’ in any domestic relationship. This may intimidate many would-be partners, and it is to be advised that the subject remain mindful of this, allowing a partner equal representation within the household. Nevertheless, the individual will be extremely loyal to those she loves and respects, and there is an equal mix of self-interest and caring, so that domestic bliss is certainly possible.
Fiercely proud with an intensity to match, the subject is not a person to toy with. Despite the essentially caring nature and the fire and drama of the ego, there is a coldness to the emotions that stems from a general misunderstanding of them. The native is desirous of and comforted by a serious relationship, though the emotions felt within such a relationship may at times be repressed or denied. This will cause an unsteadiness within the relationship and may further cause the affections to wax and wane. Much comfort will be derived from the material environment, and there will be a need for tangible success in the life. The individual may sometimes take life a little too seriously, however, and a certain amount of spontaneity may be lacking. When faced with a new environment, the initial reaction will be one of reserve. Once settled, the native’s warmer qualities will quickly shine through. Inherent within the individual is a constant struggle between the less tangible, more passionate concerns for the self and the need to relate in a useful and concrete way with others. This will not be destructive, as a happy medium can be found – once balance has been restored, the native will have the true power of being able to not only satisfy her own ‘need’, but those of others as well.
In early childhood, the individual may have clung to the mother. In fact, she may still find herself a little ‘clingy’ in all her serious relationships. The mother is certainly an important and powerful figure in the native’s life, though she may have been at odds in some way with the father. The mother may have been experienced as being a little strict, authoritarian, conservative and perhaps even cold. She would have certainly been a realist with an imposing inner strength. This is perhaps what is most valued in the mother: an emotional depth that lends her much insight into the working of others. Frighting at times, the mother would have used those intuitions nonetheless for the attainment of positive results. In the same way, the native will possess much of this inner strength of emotion. Throughout the life there will be occasions of deep lasting change at the emotional and instinctual levels. It is the individuals understanding of these re-alignments that will give her her inner strength.
The father will be a larger-than-life figure in some way. His strong masculine energies and big heart will have impacted great on the native. He will represent the nebulous, intangible world in someway; he may be quite creative, sensitive, emotional and warm. At any rate, the combined creative energies of the parents will have been experienced in the familial home. Indeed, though the primary ego drives of the parents seem at odds, they are nevertheless much alike. At times the father may express too much of his ego, appearing pompous or arrogant. This feature will also be evident to some degree in the individual. The home itself will have been a place of intensity. It could have been a catalyst for the transformations indicated earlier. There may have been levels of game-play and manipulation within the family structure, and certainly the subject would have felt as though she could not get a handle on much which occurred in the household.
One of the parents or other family members may have ever controlled the home through an illness, absenteeism or idealistic but unrealistic pursuits. Conversely, it may have been an intensely beautiful and idealistic or romantic home in which to live. Money will be inherited through the family.
The mind will move incredibly quickly, and will be alive with the electricity of nervous energy. There will be flashes of intuition and a generalised propensity for futuristic insights. Adept with symbols, the mind will work creatively and with much speed and energy in quick bursts to intuitively grasp the basics of any new information. Highly observant, sensitive and in possession of a good memory, not much will missed.
Unfortunately, the individual may find love a difficult proposition in this life. A certain level of fickleness, coldness and repression of the love-feelings will be evident in this area of life whether projected onto the partner or internalised. There is a strong need for a partner who can share much intellectually as well as life goals. Power and its misuse will be key themes in the love life, although the overall approach to love is open, honest and fun – love is seen as being an adventure!
The overall picture that describes the native’s view of their place in society, and their larger sense of humanity, is dominated by a serious and genuine curiosity about love and valuing of the human condition. In this way, there may be few serious friendships, but these are based on loyalty and will last. They will be beautiful friendships and offer much love and generosity. Shallower acquaintances will also be enjoyed, and these may be many in number. They will come and go through the lifetime and will be encouraged mostly by the native’s curiosity and ability to make use of people.
The evolutionary path for this lifetime is orientated towards making a peace with the self that ultimately allows for a harmony in all intimate relationships. Simply, the primary partner relationship must be mastered. In order to achieve this, the individual will be required to evolve through exposure to the darker side of life. This could mean an encounter with the deeper levels of sex, the occult, taboos, death and transformative. It is this last item that the native should heed most, as it will inevitably be a deep and permanent transformation at some level that allows her to evolve into mastery of the relationship.
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I would love to see a study of the 3 primary miasmas as outlined by Hahnemann. Study of these would yield so much information on the nature of human health and experience.
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The 8th, 11th and 12th Houses are ruled by the outer planets: Pluto, Uranus and Neptune respectively. Not enough comment is made on the individual power of these three houses. In fact, most astrologers tend to disregard them, glossing over them in favour of houses that can be more easily discerned. But the deeper levels represented by these three Houses should not be underestimated as a means of gleaning information from a natal chart.
One point to note, however, the outer planets when posited in these Houses work in extremely subtle ways, unless plugged directly by aspect into a strong personal planet. The personal planets are felt directly and obviously when in these Houses however. Interestingly, the outer planets, when in Houses other than the 8th, 11th and 12th, do make a significantly higher level of noise. A 3rd House Neptune is usually quite obvious. A 12th House Neptune – even though Neptune is at home here – often will not be so.
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Whatever the aspect, this combination can, and more often than not will, be a dominating force in any natal chart. Intense beyond description, Pluto’s energies are focused easily through the medium of the Sun. I rarely work with aspects outside of the 12th harmonic (conjunction, semi-sextile, sextile, square, trine, quincunx and opposition), never having observed any great influence to them beyond a supporting role for the major aspects (as listed above in parenthesis). Let’s start then!
The conjunction is, contrary to popular belief, not necessary the strongest aspect in a chart. Nevertheless, when Pluto conjuncts the Sun, the result is always terrifying to behold. Great examples of this are Hunter S. Thompson and michael Jackson, both men incredibly powerful, magnetic, charismatic individuals. They were both also intensely dark men, fortified with a depth of self-destructive intent the likes of which would make most lie down and cry. Thompson lost his father early (Pluto killing the Sun), in the process losing his will to preserve his life. Or perhaps he gained the will to stare into the abyss and laugh at it. It takes a lot of strength to eye the abyss intentionally and survive the experience. Thompson not only eyed the abyss, he directly challenged it. Jackson did too, tempting death every night with the use of extremely dangerous drugs. Yes, the drugs finally won in both instances, but it wasn’t because these two men were lost. No, this isn’t Neptune’s watery ocean. Thompson and Jackson knew what they doing, and they didn’t care. (to be continued)
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The 11th House is by far the least understood of the 12 astrological houses. Very few truly comprehend what it really means. Mundane astrology asserts that 11th house governs friendships, acquaintances, clubs and societies…and that’s about it. (this article explains exactly what I mean -
http://juliedemboski.wordpress.com/2008/03/14/friendship-in-the-natal-chart/)
Sure, the 11th House does have a lot to say about friendships and group memberships. But that’s really quite a shallow function of the House. The 11th House is the Aquarius/Uranus House. It embodies those experiences in life that talk of the individual’s relationship to not only his group, community, culture and society, but the state of his membership of humanity. This is the House where you will find much of the native’s energy state as it relates to his uniquely human experience. The 12th talks of the cosmic or universal state, but the 11th refers to the ‘brotherhood of man’. This can be interesting, as a Jupiter or Sagittarian influence here for example, will allow an individual to include animals in that equation. This can be a massively important House and should not be overlooked. Often subtle in its influence, it will nonetheless say much of the overall direction of the life. Afterall, humans are a social animal, and the way in which an individual relates to his own species will dictate much of his behaviour.
The Sun in the 11th will express characteristics common to Aquarians, particularly in regard to their concern for humanity. A Pisces Sun here, for example, while talkative when comfortable, will display a love-force for his fellows that is entirely strong. However, this love is not solely based on the universality and compassion of Pisces, but also on a distinctly intellectual appreciation of though the Capricorn touch is likely to mean that much will be sought tangibly from this understanding of the fellows. Sagittarius, Pisces and Cancer are typically Sun signs well placed in the 11th.
The Moon will add much emotion and instinctual regard for humanity when placed here. There will be a deeply felt and internalised comfort in human kind – indeed, the native will feel at home with humanity. On the surface, there may appear to be some moodiness or changefulness in the general approach to those outside of the family. This is because larger humanity IS the family, and the native feels at ease enough to treat the human world to his natural moods. Unless, of course, the Moon is being attacked by heavy doses of Saturn, Pluto, Mars and especially Uranus.
Mercury in the 11th House describes a unity of the mind with its human environment. The native will be quite gregarious and curious of his fellows, and the mind will turn over with great speed. Nervous stress may become an issue, however, if the movements are too great. A good position for Mercury, the 11th House lends the planet an insight into the workings of humanity that the native will in turn be able to use in the communications.
